20 July 2011

Much of thing crashed within this few days.

Am exhausted and tiring, unable to speak even more.
Rather keep quiet sometime than spread out.
Last Wednesday rushing for assignment and submit on Fri.
Download free anti-virus from China 360 degree.
Asking for full scan and restart, fine, followed the way.
End up, asking to activate the windows or else logging off my laptop.
I am like what the hell, how come anti-virus became as VIRUS?
Argh, useless, no one could help, especially when i need someone the most.
Hate myself being useless in sometime.
Thanks God submission date has been postpone on this Wed.
Actually done on Thurs when heard of good news from course-mate.
The motivation like double speed-up, so ya.
Luckily Bryan do me a favor to solve the problem.
Big thank you to him for helping me a lot. *Appreciated* =)
Unwilling to get a new laptop even dad volunteer to sponsor but no way.
I love my laptop and used to stay with my laptop.
It save my time and do help me lot of thing.
Love my pinky laptop, i rather dad sponsor Samsung Galaxy S ll than laptop.
Coz i need a smartphone badly to keep in touch with my boyfie.

I got my supervisor of final dissertation, surprising me to get Mr. Rishi as my supervisor.
Yeah, this is what i wish.
Start our first meeting in group on Mon, and we going to continue the progress of thesis very very soon. Still feeling happy as he could make me be more motivation for doing my 10,000 words thesis, keep it up!

一件小事却滔成大事
此刻无言以对
满城风雨
无名压力再次浮现
为何往往顾及别人而忽略自己
我在那里?

一股冲动的
后悔,激动,心碎, 不解, 安稳, 沮丧,担心,心安,不安,焦虑,浮躁,烦恼, 压抑,神经,喜,怒,哀,乐,通通通通。。。
一个决定的开始。

是否集中力该在于自己而不是煽动谣言的无知
为何总是沉溺在别人的言语中
任何一个角度,
自己永远好像都是错误的
当一天结束后,
回到原来的自己,
才惊觉镜子的自己已不是自己

感谢妈妈牺牲整夜的睡眠陪伴,开导,聆听我
从来就不曾在妈妈面前让他知道我有多脆弱。
这次,竟然向它低头,不甘心。。。
到底还要多久?
信心被脆弱给吞噬了。。。
可以。。。反悔吗?
期望太大,失望就是无数倍
事情根本就没那么简单,
是单纯联想简单。
所以,笨蛋!
我想抽离。。。