Seldom take picture recently even lepak with friends, wonder why am i being so boring in this couple weeks, i might lost i think. Something appear in my mind and even not dare to think forward about the issue.
No idea at all about these, might need someone for guiding, still there's limit. Get everything bored, no motivation, rather staying at home than outing, feel insecure in something, is it pressure? Oh God, please don't. Why some people are able to just live like this without any worries and why i can't just follow their way as well? Am i having the problem or they are the one who facing the problem?
Really piss off sometime. Some ppl just fcuking off. They only manage to follow their own way without listening the advice from ppl, it is just like they living in their only world without ppl, what a alien. They always think they're the best, they are elegance, they're rich, that's why the eyes always put it at the top of head.
Stupid ppl please get away okay? You're not that great okay? You used to live in your own life, you get used to manage your everything in you own. What about us? Always think you're talented, brilliant, genius, come on! Wake up man!
A friends of mine told me, pressure and everything had crashed at the same time and now messed up even life, my friend was very in pressure, being cried for many times, am i consider bahagia? This appear in mind when i heard of what my friends told me, something just happen in sudden, as a human being might not able to give any respond in the meantime, no one could understand, no one could lend their hand for help, still you own gotta manage it even there is tons of mission at behind is waiting for you.
Fed up, fed up, fed up! Life suck all the time, where is the direction of mine? Where am i right now? I'm not enough good, weak, stupid, cannot catch up.
Should i be this? Where can i find the answer?
